bike

i actually had an amazing week. tons of biking everyday. i'm getting a lot stronger. my whole body. my breathing has been awesome.

lots of music and lots of love for everything i have.

it's a saturday night, and i've got stevie's "talking book" playing. lauressa loaned this to me a while ago, and i'm now just getting to it.

it's nice...more mellow than i was expecting.

so, yeah, it's saturday night, and i'm experimenting with staying home alone all night...and being okay with it.

anew

New Moons are my favorite. granted, i've now attempted to start two relationships on the night of a new moon, with each one ending in failure.

that's okay. my latest "oh-woe-is-me" bullshit is centered around a girl down the street. a self-created pain that my mind has been as of yet unable to let go of.

not fully, perhaps. still, i'm getting much closer, and for that i owe some thanks to j. j gave me a birthday present i really needed, that last night in carnoustie, before heading off to edinbugh, and the growth it spawned has now come to light.

NP: DJ Wally