sex dream

i had a cool yet frustrating sex dream last night. i was at a party, out on the patio with a group of co-workers. all of a sudden these three hot girls showed up. i guess the party was at my place, cause i took them inside the house. then one of the girls tells me why she came: to have sex with me.

but here's the catch: she said she wanted to have sex, and then i would never see her again. she asked if i would do it. i remember in my dream thinking, "sex would be great but i don't know her. i just met her. what if i catch something from her?" so i told her i needed to think about it. then she said she'd come back later for my decision...but before leaving she came up to me and kissed me. i responded by kissing her neck and then we made out some more. at this point, i remember in the dream i started running my hands up and down her smooth hips and ass cheeks while we kissed. we were now both naked (you know how in dreams, you can just go from wearing clothes to being naked without any actual removing of clothes?)

her silky smooth hips and ass felt great. i remember that i was caressing her body very slowly and sensually as we stood there and kissed. after we kissed like this for a few more moments, we got onto a bed and she straddled me. now, the tip of my cock was rubbing up against her vagina...but i didn't enter. i kept pushing it up against her pussy, and with my erection i could feel that her pussy lips were very moist as i kept flirting with entering her. but i didn't penetrate. we we're still kissing the whole time. then she got off me and said she'd come back later and hopefully i'd want to have sex with her.

i don't know why she wanted sex with me and then would never see me again. that was never explained in the dream. i guess it was either cause she just wanted my seed and that was all or she was just plain horny. not sure.

so, after she left me on the bed, i stayed there and started masturbating. i remember, in the dream, being lost in my own erotic world. i was stroking myself with one hand while caressing my body with my other hand. and then i heard a noise. i opened my eyes and sat up on the bed and saw one of the other three girls that had come to the party with the girl that wanted to have sex with me. she was watching me. then she turned and ran and i immediately got up and ran after her. i asked her about her friend, and whether i should fuck her. and then she said, "i'd stay away from that girl if i were you!." "why?" "just stay away from her. trust me."

then she took off and i was standing there (now i think my clothes were back on) and i was thinking, "what am i gonna do? she's gonna be back any minute?!"

AND THEN I WOKE UP!!!

UGH!!!

i tried getting back to sleep immediately, but i'm sure you know how that goes...

i wonder if this has to do with my current confusion over j, my co-worker. yesterday, we talked a BUNCH at work and i do think she likes me. she was so cute yesterday. she was frustrated with her freelance editor, and how the session was going, she wasn't feeling creative, and then she went to lunch by herself. she was bummed out, and then she tells me this and i'm like, "well, i would've gone to lunch with you." "yeah, well, i though about asking you but... i don't know why i didn't...". basically, she was all shy and shit. it was endearing, not sure why, but those moments of vulnerablity are attractive, sometimes. she wears her emotions on her sleeve, for sure.

so, back to the dream i had last night: maybe the dream was telling me to stay away from j. not sure. or maybe the dream has nothing to do with real life, and i simply had it because i'm fucking horny.