the ex

well, last night my health was MUCH improved. so much that i decided to go to i-bar to dance. my cough is pretty much gone, and i'm not blowing my nose anymore. anyway, i wandered downtown and almost as soon as i was in the club i saw my ex. for a while, when i'd see her (like on the other side of the dance floor), she seemed to be alone.

but then later she was dancing with some boy, who looked no older than 25, and then she started dancing close to him, kissing him and stuff...

the GREAT thing is seeing that didn't have the impact, like AT ALL, like it once would've. but it doesn't change anything...i'm really down, residing myself to a very long period of solitude ahead...this sucks...it so easy for girls...