confused

haven't been blogging for the past few days. i've been out of it. kinda bummed and stressed over a few things.

since shelley passed away, i've been really thinking a lot about the things she used to say to me. i got out a few of my journals and read notes that i wrote after some of our sessions together. thankfully i did that.

one thing i've been stressing over is whether it's smart to date someone that works with you. i seem to be getting closer to a younger lady i work with, and i kinda sense she likes me. it's VERY rare that i actually think that; usually i assume the girl does not like me. this one might be different. still not sure though. anyway, i know it's probably stupid to even consider her. i've never dated anyone i work with, in my whole life, and it may not be a wise move to start now.

still, since it's hard enough finding that mutual attraction with someone cool, should one place rules around such matters?

i'm confused...