done

girls are so cool, right? yeah, whatever.

so tonight, i'm totally not looking for anything or anyone, and along comes bullshit fate to make me feel like crap. i'm at i-bar, decide a veggie dog would hit the spot, and lo and be hold i run into crystal. crystal used to date joel...the piece-of-shit-loser my ex fucked 25 days after my mother died. crystal works at whole foods, where i often buy my groceries. i run into her at the veggie dog stand, and before i know it, she's pulling me by the hand all over downtown. was i enjoying this? well, it would've been better if my acne didn't look like shit at the moment.

finally, she says, 'let's go to i-bar'. 'great' i thought. i'll get to dance with crystal tonight. i'm not thinking sex or anthing like that...i just want to dance with this beautiful girl. i'm feeling so happy inside. then we get to i-bar, and some guy she knows sees her as we're outside the club. he comes up, they hug, talk forever, and before i know it, he has his arm around her, and leads her inside the club. as she's entering, she turns back to me and says, 'i'll be inside.'

the best part? my brother just got into town, didn't think he'd make it out tonight, but he did, and saw me standing there while crystal was talking to this guy. then he got to see her blow me off for this asshole.

girls are so cool, right? girls rock, right?

yeah, whatever.

i'm done.